very strange events
So last night was very uneventful until 10:45pm
My phone rang "Hello"
Hello, this is a secret admirer wishing you a happy valentine's day"
"Oh thanks, who is this"
"you might not remember me but I met you outside Pony in June last year and you reduced me to tears within minutes of meeting me"
"Did I?"
(At this stage I can remember meeting this guy clear as a bell. I also remember that I said my phone number to him after a very intense conversation that went for about a hour - this was during some very dark days of depresssion that thankfully I will never go through again)
"Yes you did and I wanted to call you say thank you for opening up a part of me that allowed me to go and meet the love of my life. Unfortunately she died in a motorbike accidet late last year".
"Ok well thanks you for you kind words"
Conversation goes on for a bit longer as he tells me how much he misses this poor girl. And I'm thinking to myself I didn't write down my number how did he remember it for so long? and my name?
It was a very strange thing to think that I had affected so much change on one person - it further reminds me that as humans we must be careful with others.
I do have a sum of physic abilty and sometimes see into people's souls and pain when I don't want to. Hearing from this guy after almost a year has given me a bit of the fear.
It was probably because when I met him I was feeling pretty tortured myself and I want to forget about that. I was in a relationship with someone who I knew wasn't what I really wanted from a life partner but unable to extricate myself for fear of becoming blurry.
I can give thanks that I'm not in that relationship anymore and that life is coming along pretty nicely for me and my self worth is not dictated by who my friends are or who I happen to be bonking. That is very peaceful.
Yesterday I spoke to a lot of sad people who want love, love someone who doesn't love them back or have been so hurt by their lives that they have curled up into little balls and refused to come out.
I feel for everyone of them.
My phone rang "Hello"
Hello, this is a secret admirer wishing you a happy valentine's day"
"Oh thanks, who is this"
"you might not remember me but I met you outside Pony in June last year and you reduced me to tears within minutes of meeting me"
"Did I?"
(At this stage I can remember meeting this guy clear as a bell. I also remember that I said my phone number to him after a very intense conversation that went for about a hour - this was during some very dark days of depresssion that thankfully I will never go through again)
"Yes you did and I wanted to call you say thank you for opening up a part of me that allowed me to go and meet the love of my life. Unfortunately she died in a motorbike accidet late last year".
"Ok well thanks you for you kind words"
Conversation goes on for a bit longer as he tells me how much he misses this poor girl. And I'm thinking to myself I didn't write down my number how did he remember it for so long? and my name?
It was a very strange thing to think that I had affected so much change on one person - it further reminds me that as humans we must be careful with others.
I do have a sum of physic abilty and sometimes see into people's souls and pain when I don't want to. Hearing from this guy after almost a year has given me a bit of the fear.
It was probably because when I met him I was feeling pretty tortured myself and I want to forget about that. I was in a relationship with someone who I knew wasn't what I really wanted from a life partner but unable to extricate myself for fear of becoming blurry.
I can give thanks that I'm not in that relationship anymore and that life is coming along pretty nicely for me and my self worth is not dictated by who my friends are or who I happen to be bonking. That is very peaceful.
Yesterday I spoke to a lot of sad people who want love, love someone who doesn't love them back or have been so hurt by their lives that they have curled up into little balls and refused to come out.
I feel for everyone of them.
posted by LadyCracker at 9:23 am
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